I'm really tired of seeing myself this way; fat, unappealing, not beautiful. I'm really self conscience about my weight and appearance. Society made me do this and I want to become healthier (doctor says I'm way too over weight) I'm not that big for my weight which gives off the illusion that I don't really need to lose weight. I want feel better about myself and be happy. I want to be able to buy cute clothes and buy anything without worrying about my size and smile.
I keep on telling myself to get up and moving and I am.
I'm on the Slim Fast diet and it has helped me a lot along with drinking lots of water and going to the gym.